So I'm WAY stressed out. Like probably more stressed out than Ihave ever been. The only thing I can compare it to was my most stressful time in high school, when I was at school from 7 in the morning to 8 or 9 at night, and then had to begin the massive amounts of homework, projects, and studying for tests that comes from taking so many AP's-its like that level of stress every single day. I had a bad day today for these reasons:
1) There was no cold water in the shower. Usually there is no hot water, but today it was scalding. Not the way I want to start my morning.
2) It took like 20 minutes to print my lecture slides this morning because dumb people were practically printing novels.
3)The highest grade for our micro exam was a C, the average was an F...I don't know what I got and quite honestly don't want to know yet...its all ready been a bad enough day.
4)I was so excited last week when I finally figured out my bacteria, the gram-stain, morphology, all of that lovely stuff. I had to do the gram-stain three times, and the third time I even did it with my lecture professor. Found out today from my lab instructor that hmm...it was wrong!!! I started crying in class. Cool
5) I think I'm really sick. I'm always tired. I get really cold really easily. I shake when I wake up. I feel like an old woman. Since i've been at school I have felt like I am always on the verge of getting sick, but haven't had full-blown cold or anything. So I'm going to see the nurse-practitioner tomorrow.
I'm also really homesick, even though I was just home this weekend. I had a break down today...Sis, maybe you could pray that I figure out what is wrong with me???
This Is My Food Freedom
9 years ago
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hi sarah! this is caitlin, i just wanted to let you know that I have a blog too...I talked to your sis today!! I am sorry today wasn't a great day...better to come, right. BTW...my second semester of college was a lot better than my first.
Like Caitlin said, college is rough and there's no where to go but up! You took on A LOT for your first semester (a lot more than your should have...) but you live and you learn. Try and take care of yourself. As far as the homesick stuff, I would recommend NOT coming home for awhile. You have been coming home every weekend which just feeds the fire and makes you more homesick. Sometimes you have to show yourself what you can handle being at school by yourself for awhile (without feeling like you HAVE to come home...). I love you babe!
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