College Life

So the cool thing about college life is the down time. Like yeah, I could spend a lot of time studying, and in fact I really do, but every once in a while if you get super lucky, you dont have to study all evening long. Especially when you get stuff done way ahead of time which I am actually doing. I am coming home this weekend and don't want to have to bring too much work home. I want to enjoy my family. I want to join the choir but they don't have another rehearsal until next week so thats kind of a bummer. I'm dying to sing again. It got me through some pretty rough years. It's weird how all of a sudden I am so much more conscious about my health. I mean, I was before, but now I guess its more extreme. Probably because now I have the decision of what goes in my mouth, and I take that decision very seriously.

It's weird how relationships change once you go to college. I feel so torn between the life I am starting here, and the life I left in Ojai. I feel like I can't be there for some people the way I want to be there, and I hate that.